fredag 31. desember 2010

Christmas and New Years

SO, irl stuff update time.


We were a bit troubled during the time, feeling that we'd neither get presents nor get invited anywhere as usual, and it turned out true. I got 3 presents total, and dad two. My sister also two.

Presents were;
300kr from grandma and grandpa on mom's side.
200kr and a jewelry box from grandma and grandpa on dad's side.
and that's it. XD; I'm giving all the money to dad incase we need it otherwise, but the jewelry box will come to good use for mom's old ones.

I made dinner, which I sadly have no pictures of since Gugu so cheerfully broke my camera.
It turned out suprisingly nice, and even better for my self-esteem is that I did everything on instinct! My instinct fails me so often this was a very nice change indeed. Dad complimented it a lot and we had christmas dinner for days after.

New Years;

We celebrated the start of the Eve at Ida-Mari/Zabor's with a lovely dinner served by her mother. I ate so much my stomach got bad. D; That's how lovely it was. Icecream for desert I also ate some off, that was nice, but not as good, and not homemade. I enjoyed some cider with the food that we bought in Sweden earlier that day.

And the last of the Eve I spent with my dad at home watching a documentary about my favorite time in history, the 1880's, or more specifically the 1885's. Quite lovely, and a nice start of the new year.

Here's hoping things'll turn out better this year! Cheers!

onsdag 1. desember 2010

Ain't no running from.

Not much change, got some art drawn.

mandag 22. november 2010

Nov - 22 - 10

Milo's gone, house feels rather empty again. Better go back to trying to be social; feel no real need to though.

Someones selling a church near here -... |8 DO WANT. AMG.


Here, have some music Moogie linked me too.



Also, Gugu keeps biting everything. Especially feet, hands and faces. Oh, and she seems to love noses. |8 As in, licking INSIDE them. Disturbing.

Uhh. I don't believe I have much news atm, cept possible Gugu videos/pictures later.

torsdag 4. november 2010

i had a dream I had trouble fixing up my hair, and that me and fambly was somewhere, then suddenly I was too badly dressed, everyone said it'd be fine, but I didn't like it, so I ran to fix myself up. Then I woke up after getting dressed all pretty :v

I'm so tired lately, ahahhahaha, today I actually have some energy, and its a good cheerup.


Yes. I'm excite. I'm getting her at the airport CB ... Taking the buss there, amg buss D:

DERP. This music is so cool!


lørdag 30. oktober 2010


SO, my stomach feels a little better and I've had over half a bottle of soda. Derp.

Uhh. Listening to music and drawing since 1am ahahahhaa, its currently 7am so- ... yeah, I slept from a bit before 10pm to 1am. 3 hours and suprisingly awake.

... grrgreighorhthtrhot

SO, NOW I'M DRAWING DOGGY AND CAT PEOPLE. ... Uh. Cause I wanted to draw uniforms and cat ears :C Don't question me.

Made a Belgian Shepherd Dog (Groenendael) and currently working on a Scottish fold.

Then I need to get my ass in gear and do some commissions again after I let my arm rest, yup- .. and buy halloween candy for the kids, since we forgot it- .. not sure how much we can afford to waste on it though.

And that's all I can think of writing atm.

Fluffy was nice enough to help me fix up some references owo <3

Up's the doggy unifrom, strict and so on.
Up's the uniform for cats, fluffy and comfy.

Sketches finished~ TIEM TO POST.

You gotta click it to see bigger picture.



Derp, my stomach hurts like shit.

fredag 29. oktober 2010

torsdag 28. oktober 2010

Sinclair (c) TrinityLimit


Hey soul sister!

Derp, I post several times a day sometimes.

Chimo profile

First drawing I did of this char.

Uploading this again to make it seem more organized, since it's reference for the character I'll be posting info for.'

NAME: Chimo
BIOGRAPHY: Born in an ancient city, now lost and in ruins, Chimo goes on a journey to find it once again. The city was destroyed by a plauge and his people now gone.
AGE: 17
HEIGHT: 156cm
WEIGHT: 57kg
BODY TYPE: Thin, with slight hints of muscle
FACE TYPE: Rather round, soft face.
COMPLEXION: Slightly tan, though not very.
EYES: Grey eyes, very dark and rather emotionless.
HAIR: White hair unevenly to some centimeters below the chin.
CLOTHING STYLE: Mainly loose cloth, headwraps, some jewelry. Basic deserty-gear with a few pouches on a string around his waist.
SPEAKING STYLE: Keeps his words as simple as he can and his sentences short.
GENERAL DEMEANOR: Doesn't talk much, generally dislikes people. Suspicious. Deals with things as they come. He also considers stealing from others a way of life and sees nothing whatsoever wrong with it.
CAREER: Thief / Trader
PREJUDICES: Slow people, innocent people (Eventhough he is fairly so himself.)
BEST QUALITIES: Decent hand to hand and dagger skills. Likes to keep his promises. Determined. Helpful. Smart.
WORST QUALITIES: Breaks promises anyways. Has no real respect for others. Bitchy.
WEAKNESSES: Not very stong, has trouble getting friends.
HOBBIES: Playing detective.
TALENTS: Sneaky and silent, Determined. Is good at solving problems, an extremely good eye for details in his surroundings (photogenic memory).

Life update.

It's sad I update this thing more than anything, and after what I know no one even reads it.


Ohwell, I guess the lack of attention here is what attracts me to it, sort of.
A good place to get out my thoughts.

Spent a lot of yesterday arguing, and kitty stuff.
Not a good day, today, however, seems to be luckier. Lets hope for the best?

Woke up at about 7am after going to bed at 3am. I should sleep more, but lamely enough I'm actually too lazy to go to bed lmfao, also I got an rping going on. Just waiting for Nie to come back.

Dad offered to help me write a ticket to Subeta- ... I'm suprised he cares enough to wanna do that. Made me rather happy to be honest.

The kittens keep trying to sleep on me, and I keep putting them on the bed. ... Tiresome.
:v But cute.

More pictures soon.

mandag 25. oktober 2010


.... o-o; Of course, being the idiot I am, after about a year or more back I forgot the pass of my previous account and made a new one. Now? They're probably both frozen >: I can't logg into the other one, so I can't know.


I'm an idiot, I hope my friends there don't consider me a jerk or something, holy crap D| I feel so stupid. But it was either that or leave the site entirely, and I certainly didn't want that.

I can send a ticket, apparently, but I'm an idiot when it comes to that as well. Wtf do I write? D8>

*sob* OTL

onsdag 20. oktober 2010

So, there are many things in life you just can't get over.
Parents dying is one of them.
It's now 16 years since my mother died, and it still seems strange.
And I can't even remember her.

All I know is that the lady was brave, kind, and determined, everything I wanted her to be.
I've never heard anyone say a bad thing about her.
How so is it that she somehow deserved to die, is a good question.
My answer? Cancer is a bitch.

This medical issue, this error in dna, this little thing, keeps haunting me and so many others.
I wish so much that the scientists can finally find a good solution against it, as I've feared it most of my life.
Some years ago I thought I actually had it myself, and since my mother died at only 31, eventhough they were certain I didn't have it, they let me get rid of whatever it is.

And still, I fear it, but I try my best to just not think about it.
My life shouldn't be oriented around a fear like this.
Like all others, I need to live, and I actually like my life, eventhough the very few friends, and lack of what others call a life.

I often wish I could go back in time and save my mother, but I'm smart enough to know that it can't happen. Time travel, if even possible, would be too dangerous.

Thank you mom, for giving me a life eventhough I can't see how it goes with you.
Thank you mom, for giving me motivation, an idol.
Thank you mom, for being brave until the end.
Thank you, mom.

tirsdag 19. oktober 2010

lørdag 5. juni 2010

Breakfast, I made it. Also, cakes.

Chocolate cake that turned out very flat.

Cheesecake that was really tasty- .. but I used some stuff I bought in Sweden that messed it up >:

Delish breakfast. Omnomnom.

onsdag 26. mai 2010

tirsdag 25. mai 2010

Art stuffs once again

Crap :V