lørdag 30. oktober 2010


SO, my stomach feels a little better and I've had over half a bottle of soda. Derp.

Uhh. Listening to music and drawing since 1am ahahahhaa, its currently 7am so- ... yeah, I slept from a bit before 10pm to 1am. 3 hours and suprisingly awake.

... grrgreighorhthtrhot

SO, NOW I'M DRAWING DOGGY AND CAT PEOPLE. ... Uh. Cause I wanted to draw uniforms and cat ears :C Don't question me.

Made a Belgian Shepherd Dog (Groenendael) and currently working on a Scottish fold.

Then I need to get my ass in gear and do some commissions again after I let my arm rest, yup- .. and buy halloween candy for the kids, since we forgot it- .. not sure how much we can afford to waste on it though.

And that's all I can think of writing atm.

Fluffy was nice enough to help me fix up some references owo <3

Up's the doggy unifrom, strict and so on.
Up's the uniform for cats, fluffy and comfy.

Sketches finished~ TIEM TO POST.

You gotta click it to see bigger picture.



Derp, my stomach hurts like shit.

fredag 29. oktober 2010

torsdag 28. oktober 2010

Sinclair (c) TrinityLimit


Hey soul sister!

Derp, I post several times a day sometimes.

Chimo profile

First drawing I did of this char.

Uploading this again to make it seem more organized, since it's reference for the character I'll be posting info for.'

NAME: Chimo
BIOGRAPHY: Born in an ancient city, now lost and in ruins, Chimo goes on a journey to find it once again. The city was destroyed by a plauge and his people now gone.
AGE: 17
HEIGHT: 156cm
WEIGHT: 57kg
BODY TYPE: Thin, with slight hints of muscle
FACE TYPE: Rather round, soft face.
COMPLEXION: Slightly tan, though not very.
EYES: Grey eyes, very dark and rather emotionless.
HAIR: White hair unevenly to some centimeters below the chin.
CLOTHING STYLE: Mainly loose cloth, headwraps, some jewelry. Basic deserty-gear with a few pouches on a string around his waist.
SPEAKING STYLE: Keeps his words as simple as he can and his sentences short.
GENERAL DEMEANOR: Doesn't talk much, generally dislikes people. Suspicious. Deals with things as they come. He also considers stealing from others a way of life and sees nothing whatsoever wrong with it.
CAREER: Thief / Trader
PREJUDICES: Slow people, innocent people (Eventhough he is fairly so himself.)
BEST QUALITIES: Decent hand to hand and dagger skills. Likes to keep his promises. Determined. Helpful. Smart.
WORST QUALITIES: Breaks promises anyways. Has no real respect for others. Bitchy.
WEAKNESSES: Not very stong, has trouble getting friends.
HOBBIES: Playing detective.
TALENTS: Sneaky and silent, Determined. Is good at solving problems, an extremely good eye for details in his surroundings (photogenic memory).

Life update.

It's sad I update this thing more than anything, and after what I know no one even reads it.


Ohwell, I guess the lack of attention here is what attracts me to it, sort of.
A good place to get out my thoughts.

Spent a lot of yesterday arguing, and kitty stuff.
Not a good day, today, however, seems to be luckier. Lets hope for the best?

Woke up at about 7am after going to bed at 3am. I should sleep more, but lamely enough I'm actually too lazy to go to bed lmfao, also I got an rping going on. Just waiting for Nie to come back.

Dad offered to help me write a ticket to Subeta- ... I'm suprised he cares enough to wanna do that. Made me rather happy to be honest.

The kittens keep trying to sleep on me, and I keep putting them on the bed. ... Tiresome.
:v But cute.

More pictures soon.

mandag 25. oktober 2010


.... o-o; Of course, being the idiot I am, after about a year or more back I forgot the pass of my previous account and made a new one. Now? They're probably both frozen >: I can't logg into the other one, so I can't know.


I'm an idiot, I hope my friends there don't consider me a jerk or something, holy crap D| I feel so stupid. But it was either that or leave the site entirely, and I certainly didn't want that.

I can send a ticket, apparently, but I'm an idiot when it comes to that as well. Wtf do I write? D8>

*sob* OTL

onsdag 20. oktober 2010

So, there are many things in life you just can't get over.
Parents dying is one of them.
It's now 16 years since my mother died, and it still seems strange.
And I can't even remember her.

All I know is that the lady was brave, kind, and determined, everything I wanted her to be.
I've never heard anyone say a bad thing about her.
How so is it that she somehow deserved to die, is a good question.
My answer? Cancer is a bitch.

This medical issue, this error in dna, this little thing, keeps haunting me and so many others.
I wish so much that the scientists can finally find a good solution against it, as I've feared it most of my life.
Some years ago I thought I actually had it myself, and since my mother died at only 31, eventhough they were certain I didn't have it, they let me get rid of whatever it is.

And still, I fear it, but I try my best to just not think about it.
My life shouldn't be oriented around a fear like this.
Like all others, I need to live, and I actually like my life, eventhough the very few friends, and lack of what others call a life.

I often wish I could go back in time and save my mother, but I'm smart enough to know that it can't happen. Time travel, if even possible, would be too dangerous.

Thank you mom, for giving me a life eventhough I can't see how it goes with you.
Thank you mom, for giving me motivation, an idol.
Thank you mom, for being brave until the end.
Thank you, mom.

tirsdag 19. oktober 2010